When she smiles and laughs
It no longer sounds hollow
For she has learnt to mask her sorrow
She's so uncertain of why she's sad
Her life is fine now
Why does it hurt so bad?
Tears won't fall
She forgot how to cry
Most of the time she just wants to die
She's so obsessed with the concept that skinny is perfect
She pukes if she eats
Just trying to feel worth it
She looks in the mirror and hates what she sees
She slices her skin screaming
I don't wanna be me
But by tomorrow,no one will know she'll smile and laugh
The scars won't show
They think she's better
They couldn't be more wrong
They study her face and quietly asks
She looks back smiling and says
"I'm fine"
But the sad truth is she always lie .
© Peculiar diamond
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